I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why I'm lying here tonight

And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

Chorus: How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream

Sorry guys, i made that stupid silly mistake... =(

-monkey-
How could this happen to me

played against hci today. our performance is better than my expectation. well, we had nothing to lose afterall. but whats amazing is that, we lost with happiness. perhapse when you really have nothing to lose anymore, you will gain some after losing somemore. 'so how happy are we?' you may ask. i think till the extend where the opposing team think that, " they siao huh? lose ball still so happy." yea. till this extend. but the happiest of all would be me. i wonder if coach was thinking right today. he suddenly asked me to play the second set, when i was unprepared for that. so i just went in there. and play. yea 'play'. guess i shall do some reflection on that.

quoting a phrase from my favourite blog, ' i am mostly talking crap. but its still beats having wtf all over your blog.'

i guess you boys know what i mean huh.

and best wishes for monday's match. let us win one game at least.

feeling sore about losing today's game?if i said no, i would be lying. but people, we should get over it and its time to move on. whats done cannot be undone. our journey does not end here. in fact, it has just started. so pick yourself up and work really hard to achieve what you want in life.

on a side note, sry about losing my cool this afternoon, i dont mean anything.
and best of luck to the gals playing against hci tmr.

-zq-

we gt nth to lose liao.
so let's do our best for the last 2 matches even though we might nt win.
jiayou ppl.

anw. remember to add coach[sean] at a29virgo@hotmail.com and kenny at Kenn_fire@hotmail.com.

those who're still interested in the vball beach competition thingy pls ask me to send u a softcopy of the form.

Poh.Wun

yea. lost both sets today.utterly disappointed with what i saw.the game was not even considered to be beautiful. maybe if we played better, we could still tell ourselves," alright, you have done your best, its just that our opponent is better." but that isnt the case. in a nutshell, these are our mistakes. no first receive, no set, no spike, no blocking. maybe serving the ball is what we are best at. but that isnt very well done either.

after the match, someone suggested going back to school and train. ms jiang even offered to sponsor us cab rides back to school.

found one empty court at the CCAB stadium and started our training. but i find it a total waste of time. the people arent serious at all - not keen to receive the ball, kicking the ball and making it fly to the carpark. seriously, they should implement a rule that ban people from playing vball again after using the leg to play vball. and ms jiang had to help us picked up those balls which are lying all over the place. simply not worth her time and effort at all. luckily we did not take up her offer to have a cab ride back to school. maybe we should reflect on our attitude.

on last note, i would like to thank miss jiang for her time, effort and support for us. we really appreciate it.



p.s. i've notice some saying this post is getting a tad too emo. sry if it sounds emo, but it is not meant to be emo. it is only meant to wake some of us up.

hey guys. the following is our schedule for matches.

23/4(tml): VS SAJC.
27/4(fri): VS HCI
30/4(mon): VS RJC

we'll be released from lesson at 12. 12.30. 2pm respectively. meet at vball court @ 12.40. 1.25. 2.40 respectively too.
tml we'll be staying back to observe how RJC and HCI play.

for some ppl who are interested to know abt the gals matches.

24/4: VS HCI
26/4: VS ACJC

ok. all the best for both team. let's go own SAJC tml.

Poh.Wun

Guy's team: Playing against SAJC tmr. GOGOGO. let's win it.